David Billings Interviews

Lessons from our White Anti-Racist Elders

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Meet David: The Role of White People in Undoing Racism Movement

“I'm David Billings. I'm 64 years old now, but since my teens I've been very fascinated with the concept of race, and particularly my own race. You know, no one discussed it. No one talked about it.”

  • It's unbelievable, now, in this country, thousands of people who became white in the United States are engaging the whole question of: what is the role of white people in the social justice movement? It's incredible. When the Institute was started in 1980–I would later learn of the work of Paul Marcus in Boston–but at that time I didn't know any white people that were struggling with the question of what it meant to be white. 


    I, along with Diana Dunn, Margery Freeman, and others, started a group called European Dissent. Because we took up the challenge of learning to relate to each other as white people and not depending on our relationship with people of color in order to feel that we were whole. A lot of us were living vicariously through our relationships with people of color. Now that discussion is going on all over the United States. The key is to move that discussion to organizing because–particularly those of us in the white activist intelligentsia role–we will talk something to death. But it's very difficult for us to say, okay, now let's go out there and make the mistakes. Let's go out there, get our hands dirty. And a lot of that's going on. I'm very pleased with it. 


    So that's been my life… I grew up in Mississippi. I was very much in a white supremist environment. There was a lot of violence. My hometown was called the most violent city on earth in 1962. But even there now, there are people grappling with the question of how do we move towards equity in this society? That's been incredible. 

There have always been white people who spoke out against enslavement, or the massacre of the indigenous. There were always white people there. There are white people in every photograph of the Civil Rights era, but they're never named.

And you wonder: Who is that nun? Who is that? Who's that person in the back? If you look at that wonderful, iconic picture of Rosa Parks sitting in the Montgomery Bus and refusing to give up her seat, there's a white man sitting right behind her, but he's invisible. You're never told who he was. Well, he actually was a photographer for Look Magazine who had an incredible career, as did others, photographing.

  • Radical whites were–in my experience–often not very pleasant to be around. We didn't know how to have fun, even with each other. In the circles that I moved in, we thought that having fun was somehow the equivalent of slacking off on the work that needed to be done. So it's very hard to organize any other white people because they said, you know, I don't want to go there and hear y'all beat up on me for not doing this or not doing that. So you have to learn how to have discussions that you can organize with. 


    The great failing of a lot of our work as, whatever you call us–liberated whites or anti-racist whites–is that we can't organize outside our own circle. So we meet each other in different venues but it's the same ones of us. So we have to be able to respect other white people, to organize with them, to not judge them, to be familiar with their music, to be familiar and be approving, in many ways, of how they live their lives. And not just scold all the time because it doesn't help build anything. And I see that a lot more now than I did at first: white people genuinely learning how to be together, to be in the movement and appreciate our own history. 


    There have been a lot of white anti-racists in history (they didn’t necessarily call themselves that), but they're not in the history books. So we grow up as white people only hearing about white people who did terrible things to others. But there have always been white people who spoke out against enslavement, or the massacre of the indigenous. There were always white people there. There are white people in every photograph of the Civil Rights era, but they're never named. And you wonder: Who is that nun? Who is that? Who's that person in the back? If you look at that wonderful, iconic picture of Rosa Parks sitting in the Montgomery Bus and refusing to give up her seat, there's a white man sitting right behind her, but he's invisible. You're never told who he was. Well, he actually was a photographer for Look Magazine who had an incredible career, as did others, photographing. So we need that history, and we need to keep our spirits up, and to not fail ourselves. A lot of us–we just beat ourselves up all the time for what we haven't done. And while there's a point at which I guess that's necessary, it can't be that which describes our relationships. Most people are just not going to respond to that.

Illustrated recreation of famous photo of Rosa Parks seated on a bus with Nicholas C. Chriss behind her

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