A mythology of whiteness
Poem by Haylee Millikan
In 1492, dawn came.
There was no light
before us.
No they.
Before us eyes were closed: darkness,
we saw,
could be controlled, must
be brought
to light. We said:
One voice, that is all
there is:
mine,
not millions—the world
anyone but everyone’s
to take.
Impoverished ourselves
in scarcity,
preached this: never
enough.
We made all blood
except ours abstract;
all backs
except ours bendable;
all names
except ours unutterable;
all songs
except ours discordant;
our alternative antiquity
our banner. We culled
the contemporary, shouted
down the amassing
dissent.
We are Baldwin’s
jeering history,
screaming behind Ruby Bridges,
her books cradled as shield;
we pretend
we have always been the shield.
We pretend, even as we groan
pressing our knees into
their necks:
we protest,
we have never been
the harm.
This mythology that owns us.
Even now
in other’s freedom, it is our best
we are doing, the mythology
never enough
for all of us to be whole.